Painful week.

Dear Allah, give me the strength to be patient. Please, I'm so sick of crying all the time. Too many backstabbers in this world. One problem after another. So sick of it. Dude, give me a break. Kau ingat aku happy slalu ni aku tak sedih ka? Hang ingat hang sorang ja dok sakit hati? I don't know what did I do wrong sampai hang layan aku mcm ni. Apa aku buat weh? Mata aku dah bengkak dah tau tak. And what's worst, my 'bestfriend', the one that I need the most in times like this, backstabs me. Apa dah jadi kat hampa dua orang ni weh? I really tried to pretend like nothing happened. But I'm sick of it. I'm sick of all this things. Pretending not to care makes it worst. I really need you :( Isn't that a bestfriend's job? Be there for your friend thats in need? Tak puas lagi ka bagi aku sakit hati? Why? Why me? Why am I always the one who's in pain?  I'm sick of it. Fine.